My BoOk, My StoRies

today is

2010-02-08T17:40:00.001+08:00

MY ORD DAY!!!!

Been sick

2009-11-18T22:02:00.000+08:00

sick liao le...haiz..sianz...lucky thursday is off can rest for 1 more day...hmmms...recently got my licence...but no car to drive..also abit sian..oh wells..tml will be a better day..

Have some beer

2009-11-08T01:03:00.001+08:00

To dowse my sorrows....

Haiz...

2009-11-06T10:36:00.001+08:00

Sianz...may be will be wasting my overseas leave after all

Decided

2009-11-03T16:57:00.001+08:00

To go smu...hopefully my choice is correct...and i survive there...

Whats really on my mind....

2009-11-01T22:33:00.003+08:00

After these days...i find that my blog is the best place to voice out these views...

I dun mind carrying your bags for you
But i mind that u take it as an obligation

I dun mind paying for ur enjoyment
But i mind that you take it for granted

I dun mind to make sure u reach home safe and sound
But i mind that u make it a must for this to happen

I dun mind your jokes and laughter
But i mind not being respected enough as a human

I dun mind answering to your needs
But i mind if you change ur attitude if i cant

I dun mind walking you home...even if its from pasir ris to jurong
But i mind if i m nothing more than a bell boy walking you home

All i want to say is, i offer my help, its out of kindness and not obligation.
If you deem to be a gentlemen =aka a butler....
then i m very sorry....
because i thgt we were friends....

wat a wonderful day

2009-05-17T23:31:00.001+08:00

aft a long week..time to go out to relax...pack my skating bag..brought my gears n off to ECP to skate.hahas..just nice called ray and he is going too along with melvin and jermaine and a new friend name rei.quite shock that aft such a long lull period of not skating i still manage to some slides.some better than the others.oh wells i guess even if i had painful blisters whereby the skin came off i still enjoyed my day.or rather night.its so nice to see every1 again.their smiles and stuff.i nv guess that skating can bring so much joy.aft that went for dinner and walked to PP to check out CDs for rei and also manage to drink my fav ice latte frm mac.although its abit too bitter for my taste but nevertheless a wonderful night.i guess i will now hope that every sunday is a non-rain day so i can go down to ECP to enjoy my time with my friends.and after i ord it wuld be another story.

hmmms...

2009-05-10T13:28:00.002+08:00

its been another week..i cant post much since most of my time i m serving NS. went for a good swim ytd with my sec sch buddies. after that went to pasta mania to eat..also saw my junior working there..hahas..coincidence. b4 that in the afternoon i went to have lunch with my jie aft my meeting with an insurance agent. hahas..my jie in the end got the shoe she wanted aft "much" deliberations.hahas.and today is mother's day..HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL DESERVING MOTHERS OUT THERE!

1 week of leave

2009-05-02T18:59:00.000+08:00

its been a roller coaster right on the first day mann...monday was freaking fun..outings and all..went for a relaxing swim too..then tues sorta slowed down...weds was good..went to watch TAKEN.good movie recommended by a great friend of mine..followed by fast n furious on thurs..which is great too...oh wells sometimes its the ppl u watch with that makes the movie nice..on fri went out with my ntuc colleague..for once we laughed so much..and then supper..which is fulfilling thanks to chicken chop..so yup..today didnt do much..just went for a jog thats all yups..

heys

2009-04-26T02:24:00.002+08:00

today was a sian day at home..nth to do..kinda bored..but oh wells..good also..can rest..on 1 week leave..gonna enjoy it..i hope

ENLISTING(last day in NAS)

2008-04-08T23:50:00.003+08:00

ENLISTING ON 9 APRIL..gonna be botak..hahas...

to all my classes..it was fun teaching u all..and all the best...i have no special students to note..neither do i have any to complain..because i dare touch my heart and say..that all are special to me in a certain way!!smile n carry on with life in high spirits..becus no 1 can ever bring u down!!jia u!!

being a teacher

2008-01-18T01:10:00.000+08:00

IS NOT EASY!!!

ytd night

2007-12-29T18:45:00.000+08:00

we had party at ern ling's house!!very fun!!hahas..for pictures..refer to sam jie jie's blog..lalala...

JAPAN

2007-12-14T03:28:00.001+08:00

back frm japan a few hours ago..the service and people there is very systematic and courteous.their service standard is very high..yup..although the weather there is freezing i still enjoyed it due to the people i got to knw..and the places i went to visit..didnt regret the trip..although some times it can get abit frustrating trying to communicate wif the people..well..i learned abit of japanese here and there..it is a fruitful trip aft all..yup..tired so shall slp...nights all

gayness, funness, fantasticness,MJC PROM NIGHT 2007

2007-12-07T14:46:00.000+08:00

WOOT...great night...food sucks...i know...she left the stage to touch my hair..surprises me till that i stare...wow!!

mjc prom night was fun.with a funny host..well first time seeing a stand up comedian live..cool in a sense..hahas..and then aft that the food was super horrible but then well the games and the photos..and the glamour and all..stunning

and then i get to take photo with xi wen..she looks gorgeous that night..

s403 guys all look super smart-i m gay rmb!!in 1 night the emcee turn me into 1
s403 girls...i hate u all becus u all torture me by having me control my nose from bleeding..if i brought a bucket it will be filled to the brim..(they are super gorgeous..seriously..):)

well i didnt get to send some1 home though..it was not a happy ending to a nice night..but well..went clubbing with the class..had only 1 cup of alcohol..might as well drink 7up..then i played arm wrestling wif kah wee..almost pulled him over..sorry mann!!then get to dance like i just had esctasy lidat..yup..first experience too..lol..

all in all..a fun night..

after all the glitez and glamour..time to go back n work again..lol...

YAWNZ

2007-11-29T19:25:00.000+08:00

Today had interview..quite ok...

She went perth today. haiz..gonna miss her for five dayS!!

ALVLS

2007-11-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

IS OVER!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2007-09-11T00:09:00.001+08:00

TO ME...lol

signing up for prom

2007-07-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

well i daresay that we all have come a long way in jc life..imagine 3 more months and we can burn all our books and shout hip hip hurray!!..but then i cant stop the melancholy feeling from gripping hold of me..becus today we had to pay for prom to obtain the ticket...its making me think..aft 2 years of being together i wonder how will it all end...just a party and thats it??i surely hope not...even though we all had our differences..and the pt is that no matter wether we can accept each other's flaws or differences we still spent almost 1 and a half years together..to me thats something special..its not easy to just let go of everything- the sch life,the frens and most impt the classmates who spent the most time with u in your 2 years of jc life.all the jokes that wei wen kah wee josh joanna guo guang cracked-will i ever hear it again??the times in class where wysen and wei wen compete for ans-will i get to see this scene again??the girls who constantly fills the classroom wif joy and laughter and hilarous actions-will i get to experience it again??gerard's very animated actions and jap words-will i ever get to appreciate the humour again??wei xian and huitong whom is always attentive in class and lects-can i ever inquire from them again??our lao das wee hian jun wen and henry who is always there for us-can i just forget them??and the soccer times of s403-can i evert play wif them again??the dota matches of the 5 guys-will i ever get the chance to team up wif them again??some how i feel the answer to all of them is no.the experience in s403 belongs to s403 forever and its unique..i seriously regretted not treasuring them more...not respecting them more and not talking to them more..fighting for alvls is one thing..but till the end..the ones who truely strives it thru with u all the way till the end is ppl whom you will never forget..

Haiz sianz...all good things comes to an end....

just cant do it mann

2007-07-04T00:06:00.001+08:00

just cant study..sianz...reading her blog makes even the most sane person go crazy with overflooding memories

unlucky day

2007-06-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

wa lao...unlucky sia....walk tmall..then saw her...change so much...until i dun even recognise at first sight...haiz...cannot believe we were once together....oh well...sianz...

night out wif wei de n za n her frens

2007-06-14T01:51:00.000+08:00

shiok sia...hab sea food..although not very nice but still eating wif frens is good...Za's food turn out to be a disaster though..hahaz...poor her...nvm nxt time buy her something nice.

hmmz..aft that went to drink heineken..hahaz...not bad la...still carlsberge is better...hmmz..

its fun to go out with frens n out..good frens will always be there for u....hahaz..tired...nitez out

raffles performance...ern ling's nephew bday party

2007-06-10T01:53:00.000+08:00

today performance was ok la..quite fun...we get to knw the choir ppl.although not much..hahaz..got free dinner who wun go sia...the dinner was not bad..had a nice conversation wif miss hua...

aft that ern ling called me to her hse for bday party...was fun la..made new frens...met some old pri sch frens...quite cool...hahaz..play guitar n laptop..shiok..hahaz...thats all..very tired...shall slp..bb

sianz

2007-06-03T18:46:00.000+08:00

she left for shanghai for her exchange program lo..haiz..she left without saying goodbye..sianz...hmmz..well at least i went to airport to see her off...hope she learns new stuff there...n slim down too..hahaz...will miss her sia..

Yesterday guitar concert...today movie maranton

2007-05-26T19:11:00.000+08:00

guitar concert was great..hahaz...its great not due to the performance..but something else..i m damn happy ytd mann

movie maranton was nice...enjoyed the movie...thx to gerard we enjoy the movie like as if it was in the theatre..thx mann...

MJC SOCCER FINALS AND CHOIR CONCERT

2007-05-25T02:33:00.000+08:00

nth much..just had a full day

CLASS BBQ

2007-05-13T01:16:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR TO ZIQI AND GG!!

CLASS BBQ IS FUN..

WOOT ENJOYED MY DAY

GEM

2007-04-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

The GEM of the night,..wooo.....WE WENT, WE PLAYED AND WE GOT

GOLD!!!

even though i feel no encouragement frm u..but still i believe that i m still your son..and i have done u proud..

Getiing closer

2007-04-10T21:54:00.000+08:00

Syf is getting closer...stress level is going up high.somehow or rather been going home with a heavy heart these few days.but then its more of the coldness of home that really puts me down.how i wish my mum would be more supportive of my edevours and my goals.i mean syf is an important competition to me.why cant she see that.haiz..well there is still much work and practise to do..i guess i will go do them..nitez out

bass pract

2007-04-01T19:20:00.000+08:00

today is sunday..usual bass pract as my house..sore throat and fever..sianz..

blister

2007-03-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

blister on thumb to mark that i practised my guitar.hahaz..school is getting more boring by the second.no motivation to study even though alvl is this yeaR!!well lets see how it goes..ohya today made guitar announcement damn funny mann..hahaz..lucky got ppl laugh.nitez out..

last day of block..

2007-03-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

math was very difficult..couldnt complete almost all question.except for 1..hmmz..sianz..

then later was soccer..cramped my calves and thighs.shiok

then aft that triton 1 outing..ok la not bad..

nitez out

2nd day of block tests

2007-03-21T14:59:00.000+08:00

haiz sianz...physics comfirm fail..how to pass when all i did was flip pages.econs..didnt study de hou guo.econs and maths may or may not pass.dun dare to judge.then tml is math..haven study at all..i reali hab the urge to attend the campfire for 2nd orientation tonight.haiz...4get it..jc life is no life..

yawnz..

2007-03-19T03:21:00.000+08:00

sia la..so late le yet i m still blogging.got tired of doing math.i only studied two chapters out of the whole syllabus.GG mann..well on sat and sunday nothing much happened as i stayed home all day to slack and study abit here and there..

on the 16th was Erica's bday..sry mei nv wish you..but i dun hab your no.so ya...HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO YOU NOW!!!...nitez out..

boring day...

2007-03-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

ytd was too tired to blog.thx to edwin who invited me to a 4 hour badminton game!and its two versus one some more.crazy fella.but nvm aft that had a nice dinner wif bao hui.well found out somethings and also knew some things which i shld hab known long ago.she is damn gd at keeping secretes eh..

well today nothing much happened.jus the usual slacking off and study abit here and there.i think i m wasting my days away mann..i m suppose to study yet i m still playing thinking i m in the long hols aft olvl..

well on a random note..she is so near yet so far...she is like so high up there and i m way down below..how m i to reach..i do not knw...

BURNED

2007-03-16T00:23:00.000+08:00

today went back to sch for physics remedial.it is quite hard to wake up considering the fact that i stayed up till 4am ytd.i jus cant make myself slp early.i dunno y.jus wondering does stress cause insomia.

aft remedial of physics is econs remedial.aft that was bball..bball was fun if u did not take in the consideration of the blistering hot sun.its nice to play sports wif ur class.it relieves ur stress in 1 blink of an eye.hmmz..scored quite a few pts and somehow i made a face during the game which made every1 laughed.i dunno how to make the face again so pls dun ask me to.

face got burned,eye got burned too..i guess thats all for today..nitez out.

NAS

2007-03-15T01:44:00.000+08:00

sia la i dunno how long i haven been back to nas.today was like boring when i went back to sch.all the teachers not around.no students around to make noise.its like walking into a office building where every1 jus minds their own business.of cus there will bound to be some old frens ard.n so happens i knock into two of them.

went back today to so call register for the mentoring stuff and yup i got back my two mentees frm last year.i reali wan to help them this year and not slack off like last year.mus indeed help them get watever they understand understood.thats my aim for this year to help others and help myself.but somehow things wuld usually turn out otherwise of the way i say it.de javu i guess.

tired but still got to do physics.so i shall post a short 1 today...nitez out.

kbox

2007-03-14T02:50:00.000+08:00

today went to kbox wif some secondary sch frens.i became a member to help them get some discount.in the end feel abit dumb cus is like i dun usually go kobx.hahz.had the time of our lives there.although its four guys in the room so no 1 could sing the high notes.well i guess it doesnt matter cus our main purpose was to relieve stress.and it is so different when you talk to ur secondary sch frens and jc frens.somehow it is just different.i guess its becus of the diff environments that we all grow up in.hahaz.

aft that went to walk parkway to randomly search for stuff.in the end found a tie that only cost ten bucks.imagine that mAn.i mean in parkway this kinda place u wuld usually see ties that r like expensive.hahaz.another interestin find.

well i guess i enjoyed myself very much today considering the fact that my block tests are nxt week and i haven started much on anything.i guess i gonna flunk it..well lets see how it goes..

nitez out..

General paper.first day of block test starts..

2007-03-13T01:07:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i last posted.mann my blog looks damn dead to me and to most people i guess it has already been considered as "shut downed".i guess its due to the huge amt of time taken up by other stuff that i simply cant find the energy or will left to blog.

Today is general paper.marks the start of our march block tests.it also marks the start of our first ever major exam in year two of meridian junior college.i guess i have grown in 1 way or another in this jc.although i cannot tell is it for the good or for the worst.in most case i believe in the latter.well then back to my general paper exam.i cant say for sure what was i doing during the 3hrs of examination.it was a gruing task to try and write good essays while trying to prevent my self from sleeping.and the compre adds on to the difficulty of answering the questions as the passages are so abstract that i did not understand a single thing.i only know that they are comparing the blog and mainstream media on their influence on society.even my most ardent ang moh frens also find it hard to complete much less score well for the paper.well then i guess sometimes this is how its gonna be.either u understand or u totally dunno wat the writer is blabbling about.lol

aft GP exam i went home straight.not something that i usually would do but then i jus want to get home today.i dunno y.home jus makes me feel safer to be in.it makes me whole again aft being beaten down by the society's harsh culture.haha.i guess you can say that home is the only place where i belong.

well i didnt do much studying today.instead i slept the aftnoon and played computer up till now.i chatted wif quite a no. of frens on msn and found out alot of things which is quite a shock.my fren is leaving for austrailia soon.i mean its like so fast.i only knew him for like 1 year and the next he is packing his bags ready to fly off.he share his thgts abt going overseas to pursue his studies.his main concerns is that his local frens might change so much that he cant adapt when he returns frm aust.he is afraid that he would be influence to do stupid stuff there too.i mean like to most singapore is like the only safe country.his choice was a shock to me and i wuld miss having this fren ard to listen to my craps and my woes..bon voyage man and may you achieve wat u set out to do.

catched up wif a primary sch fren today and found out that wow she is the only 1 in catholic jc.its like how can she be so isolated there without any other ynps students.i mean sg is so small that there are bound to be sch mates who r frm the same pri sch as u do right??another shocking discovery.

i feel very blessed to have such frens to crap ard with and to share watever thgts that comes to mind.i mean like sometimes msn play such an important role in life whereby it allows u to communicate even though when the person is so far apart from you.no words can describe my feelings when i chat away on msn.it release me frm my burdens for quite some time.

but then there are limitations to telecommunications.this may sound abit too gp to most.but then it is true.i truely regret that i never treasured my time wif her when we were on such gd terms with one another.she was a great fren and some1 who can bring me up whenever i m down.she was my pillar when all hell breaks loose on me.you can say that i miss her the most.she reali is some1 that i truely regret losing.it stabs me in the heart when i knw that i jus cant go back to those times when we smiled, talk and hab fun together.i can blame no one but myself for causing the fall in friendship btw us.if there was just a flicker of hope left for us, i wuld fight wif my life to make the spark turn into a bon fire again.

well now lets move to a more interesting topic.my fren went on an outing today and the incident that she experienced sounds like a movie.allow me to recite it my style.

it was 1pm in the aftnoon 12/3/2007. the girl decided to go out wif her frens to get herself measured for a gown.the gown is to be worn on the syf of choir.somehow she decided to wear a skirt today which was totally unusual of her.she wore it because her gd fren would like to see her in the skirt which they bgt together during CNY.so in other words you can say that she dressed herself up today.then she left the house without expecting this to happen.

when she reached the bus stop she boarded the bus 17.never did she expect that her secrete crush boarded the bus too.she prefers to stand on the bus and together they stood at the exit door of the bus.she is feeling super awkward now.her heart is thumping faster than usual as she is now standing beside her ex-crush.although she does not have any feelings for him now.the feeling of standing beside him for her is still very weird.talk about a small world eh.

when they reached pr interchange.the guy was the first to alight.thus then she alighted too.both of them made their way to the mrt station.talk abt more coincidences.both boarded the same train too.but then she wanted to avoid the awkward feeling and choose to stand in the middle carriage leaving him in the end carriage.but lo and behold coincidences is not finished with this girl.her junior msged her to tell her to meet him at the end of the carriage.in the end she still hab to walk pass him again!she is now feeling total anguish.he was sitting at the right hand side of the cabin while she decided to walk the left hand side jus to avoid eye contact.but even so her feeling of "awkwardness" has not abated even till now when she recites to me this wonderful series of coincidental events.haha...nitez out guys...

Orientation 1 2007

2007-01-06T00:13:00.000+08:00

WE HAD JOY WE HAD FUN AND WE ROCK THE SCHOOL..

TRITON RULES AND REIGNS!!!

WELL DONE EVERYONE

GEM camp

2006-11-22T19:43:00.000+08:00

it was a fun camp..learned new stuff..new songs..and maybe got to know people better.everyone enjoyed themselves.although its tiring it was fun.made new friends too.especially during amazing race.well all in all its a truely wonderful experience

Finally

2006-10-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

PROMOS IS OFFICIALLY OVER MANN!!!!!

I'm Waiting

2006-08-15T23:34:00.000+08:00

Waiting for Ariel to download her msn. then can chat wif her le..miss her so much man..seriously never met such a friend whereby can joke and laugh when only see her for TWO DAYS!!hahaz..so ya Ariel if u still dun download msn ar..i tink first 1 to go crazy is cheryl.then next would be me. oh forgot to mention at airport i made a fren call daryl.From TJC..haha..we also can click quite ok baz..

p.s ariel is fascinated by our airport automated water cooler..she is so cute la..hahaz..funny girl..

ok this is the end of the happy part of blog...

WHAT THE FUCK, YOU THINK YOU VERY BIG SHOT AR STRUTTING AROUND LIKE THAT AND PAYING NO RESPECT NO PEOPLE..U BETTER DO DAMN WELL IN YOUR LIVE MANN..IF NOT FUCK OFF AND STOP THINKING U R BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE

whoosh...felt much better..

Me cheryl and her taiwan buddy Ariel!!

2006-08-12T02:12:00.000+08:00

CUTE EHZ!

MEANT THE PIG HAHA

MISS HER TO BITS MANN..1 DAY WILL GO TAIWAN FIND U DE..OKAY!!

Back to Changi Airport

2006-08-12T01:54:00.000+08:00

i seriously wonder what is the link between fridays and changi airport. seems like both times i went there to see my fren off it would be on a friday..

today is the last day i will see Ariel i guess. sorry girl i dun tink i can fly to taiwan to find you. but still we can be penpals ok? haha i remember her "okays" are so special.she like put the okay sign on her hand and say in a very cheerful way "OKAY!!"her smile and laughter brought warmth into my life.exactly what i needed after so much stress in school.met An Qi too..hahaz..that girl is also funny wor. so must stay funny ya. well i n ariel went for a walk down the lane of changi airport.not much to see but alot to talk abt. this is the first time i ever truely made a friend from abroad. to me it is reali special.haha..and well..cheryl today was very different.somehow she captivated me well guess only time can explain..but the truth to be told..Cheryl u're beautiful..

hmmz.. i only know ariel for two days for an qi's case maybe a few hours but we are alrdy frens. haha weird eh but special nevertheless. i will never ever forget them. esp ariel's cool hairstyle..imagine if JC in sg allows that..things will go crazy mann..look forward to seeing my taiwan frens again.although i dunno when that will be..

back to my boring and stupid books..its killing me..

p.s i reali miss u and today..we r so near..yet so far..

Changi airport

2006-08-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

A MILLION THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS.cramped inside a heart.but to sum it all up..

we all miss you Jess

hmmz..

2006-08-02T18:52:00.000+08:00

somehow dad..i think i have failed u..

HEY GUYS!!

2006-08-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

i need a break..seriously..a long one..

it hurts

2006-07-09T00:05:00.000+08:00

i switch it on..moved the mouse...turn on the screen which reflects a thousand..maybe millions of memories..i open the explorer window..i surfed to places where i once lost myself..then i type in a blog address..i tell myself time n again..to knw more is to hurt more.still i read on.those times that things happened without my pressence..i could have been there..i could have provided her happiness...yet all i have now btw me n her..is a bloody computer..and kilometers of cables and also my phone...somehow..somewhere..someday..things would be the same again..but something tells me..things have gone too far..to even have the chance of turning back..i REGRET HORRIBLY!!!IT IS PAINFUL TO SEE U WALK OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!

peace out....

p.s:tis has nothing to do wif my schlife

sometimes..its not jus a memory

2006-06-24T21:59:00.000+08:00

This is done by our class girl jesslyn..she is a wonderful girl to know..to be with n to talk with.she is understanding n kind..from this video u can tell how well tis class has bonded..sticked together like glue..every1 comes frm diff backgrd..diff schools..diff environment..but still we share same dreams n aspirations..

ROCK ON 06S403, THE STORY CONTINUES...

my life so far

2006-06-15T02:42:00.000+08:00

well tis hols i started it with a bang at the chalet of guitar ensemble meridian.b4 that went to play badminton..got one super hao lian guy i dislike..too bad nv play singles wif him..u watch out man.well the chalet was quite fun.every1 was happy n the attendance was ok baz.get to play abit of everything.bbq badminton and even guitar also.aft that we took photo la.but i did something wrong n tried to tau pok mr ng.his camera spoil lehz.i was so shocked la.hiaz i tink i no nid turn up for guitar anymore.some more i m a crasher not a full fleged gem member.anyway aft that the j1 bbq then the "4gals" came la.i didnt talk much to them..thinking they were dao at first.(later on chatted wif them on msn.find that they r sociable ya.looks can be deceiving..)so ya the whole chalet didnt communicate much wif them.aft that only aaron stayed for the night..we were alone all the way frm 11.30 to 2am in the morning.we chatted abt life.sch.almost evrything.i didnt knw much till that night la.he was frank la..so he is a fren u can trust ya.hahaz not like in working enviornment where every1 is backstabbers.learn abit abt my character also.so ya aft that the J2s came back.they keep playing bridge till morning while i n aaron n joyce n yiling try to share a bed.it was queen size till its squeezy.cant slp the whole night.hahz.aft that is mac n the morning then go home.found out tht the mj guy living same block as me in guitar also..qiao again..hahaz..sg too small

nxt up..badminton outing wif 403.i tell u ar..badminton is not a sport to be played with abby.cus u will be worried that the shuttle hit her.n if u see such a "sweet" gal got hit u will feel heartpain..then u will try to smash the opponent..then ur shoulder will feel a sharp pain.hahaz.somehow i anyhow link.it was fun paying badminton.randy i sure had steriod b4 playing.he active like squrriel..run here n there without losing energy.n i won 2 sets of singles wif outsiders..hahaz..i tink they let me considering they did not run.wee hian was strong.guo guang can play 1.but he nv join or else i tink he sch team lo..kah wee has some nice moves too.n cleo turned up in skirt la.was wondering how she gonna play in the end she nv.so yeah...it was overall a fun trip..not becus of playing badminton..but being wif frens..

next up would be nas concert.on the same day of badminton outing.hahaz..wonderful concert..met up old frens..teachers.and my lovely jie sishan.well she is lovely not solely becus of her looks..is becus she is understanding.patient n also have a way of hitting u but u dun feel pain.all in all a good jie to have..met victor n yuan jian also..they nv fail to cheer me up..my brother in sch..jason ang.great bro.can talk abt anything wif him..but now contact less due to sch work..tremendous amt of sch work..ok thats another enjoyable time in my hols..

then today went back to sch..for econs tutorial..learned much more abt elasticity of demand..hmmz..aft that is lunch..gerard played wif his food again.if we dun leave i tink the plate will be in jeopardy too..so ya aft that is soccer.we got own right frm the start.n im a very stupid player in soccer.dunno how to run n kick.i hai my team to kip losing la.only the last match then we win..hmmz quite tyco la..aft that went back class study but in the end nv then go home..play computer lo.

next up is 2R5 chalet..hope to fin my math there..n study abit..i miss that class alot..its ppl is great..well till then i will blog again..bless s403..bless family n bless frens..i m thankful for all u have given me..jus that i dunno how to express it..

MJC vs VJC legends are made

2006-05-26T01:19:00.000+08:00

Today the day reali starts when econs lect 2nd period starts..there is a powerpt presentation presented to 06s403 and of cus to our dear jesslyn.for me i m quite an outcast in class la.i like chi po li(eat glass)zhang da de(to grow up)-thats y no pics of me in the ppt. so in class i m noisy but invisible.so when i saw the powerpoint which actually came as a suprise to me i was actually damn touched..WHY? becus i feel like a bystander.watching a class of great powerful frens sharing the joy n laughter they all had.no matter how small or big.this is a sort of magic u cannot experience anywhere on earth because it is unique.even by jus sitting there like some outsider i feel damn very de touched la.n jesslyn cried but only tears of joy r shed.the class all miss her, they are bonded together like diamond molecules. i can bet my life that if any trouble meet them along the way.well it will jus deflect off by their shield of "frenship".tis bond they have created can never be broken, n will be well maintained as u can see by the powerpoint presentation.woot, i've nv exp such class bonding mann. the exp was mind boggling.although i cant reali talk much wif the class ppl, i would "steal"some of the joy n laughter they had.

after that is the soccer finals..our sch soccer boys fought damn hard la..they did meridian proud.weiwen made the most spectacular saves i have ever seen and guo guang run like he mean it la. the vjc ppl were big and all but we are nimble n accurate.the only turning pt was by the RC by the refree..although dunno wat was that for but still the game goes on.the fight was damn furious.each player fighting for the chance to break the gate towards the goal.they fought like steel against iron.in the end we conceded with a score of 2-4.but then the score meant nth to us..we stayed to cheer them on.the mjc spirit could nv be higher and i feel the sch coming together as 1 n today i finally convince myself..that the mjc lion roared!!literally!!

the soccer team lost gracefully.they kept their heads up.they did not did their best..they gave it their all.their sportsmanship unsurpassed and fellowship forged with to the strength of steel.i m a guy who dun even watch soccer at all(i mean it) this match kept me on my toes and vibrate my nerves..MJC SOCCER U ROCK!!

randy was crazy aft everything..he is damn funny with his happy go lucky character.n he truely believes in yi qi(brotherhood).so ya he was abt to lose control somewhere..aft the prize presentation ceremony our class once again went out for dinner.well tis dinner we have it at a famous noodle house.the ppl there r frenly n heartwarming.i had two plates of wanton noodles at a go.was super hungry.n their green chilli was reali delicious.aft the dinner wei wen send jesslyn home..he is so swt to her la.hmmz well then one by one ppl start to leave..joanna pls get well!!take care ok!! and josh too!! and then we walked ard bugis street.abby wanted a bag so we walked ard for it.but she didnt buy..jus look see only.i n kahwee was laming.randy was going crazy.he suddenly wan to treat ice cream. tonight i talked to cleo and canphyllia abit..hmmz..aft the trip every1 was tired..so we went back home on our sep ways..

UNITED WE STAND, DIVIDED WE FALL, 06S403 IS THE CLASS THAT ROCKS!!

NEXT YEAR, NEXT SEASON, A'division SOCCER LEAGUE,MJC STRIKES AGAIN where legends will be remembered

Some times

2006-04-14T00:19:00.000+08:00

Sometimes ignorance is damn bliss i tell u...and sometimes knwo0ning too little can "kill" you..well i guess it all have to do with luck..aftall this is life..ppl like you..ppl dislike u..thats it..thats the clean cut..so ya if ppl like u..then good for you..life goes on..if ppl dunlike u..things start to get abit messy..n u ur life still goes on but at a snail pace..u will feel life dragging on u and u will feel that living through everyday is a chore for u..well i guess thats life sometimes..still u can find ur own joy and laughter in hobbies u like or have been practising...hmmz..i guess its how u walk ur life that really matters..dun ever wear a mask..cus watever is under that face will rot in time due to too much containment by the mask..so ya..always stand firm on wat u believe..and do things the way u believe is right..dun ever stoop to pressure cus every1 else is doing that thing..fashion is jus another word to describe something new..so ya..older it is..the more wisdom it has..so new things not always gd..

talking so much..things always easier said than done..so terefore..try mann...try kelvin..and 1 day..u may jus make ur life easier to live on..than to drag it along like a burden without matter..nitez out..

ReGrEts

2006-04-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

ever done anything and regret aft that..well most of the time..human beings cant stop themselves from feeling that great pang of "y didnt i do tis"..hahaz..well actually its mainly becus due to opportunity cost..which means wat can i get if i didnt chose my first choice..4 e.g if i didnt go JC i may be enjoying till april b4 i start sch,..

now i begin to ponder...whether joining the SC for election is the right thing to do..aft all is not that i m all mighty popular or something..and ya its very stressful to hold any leadership role in JC..imagine..u even being a rep in class nids u to do lots of stuff..take notes..zap ans..collect homework..sounds ez..but when u r handling human beings with minds of their own..its very difficult actually..

well now aft being in sch for so long..politics in sch is bound to exist..ppl dunlike who ppl like who..but still aft u go to work..u find that sch politics very very de childish..cus u cant harm any1 wif that..in the end the results will show how well u done..but at work..ppl can sabo u like crazy..and worst of all is u cant "study" hard to get ur boss to like u aft that..so ya..

as the great HON said.."HAVE THE STRENGTH TO CHANGE WHAT YOU CAN CHANGE..HAVE THE PEACE TO ACCEPT WHAT U CANNOT CHANGE..AND HAVE THE WISDOM TO KNOW WHAT CAN BE CHANGED AND WHAT CANNOT BE CHANGED.."

general office and sch

2006-04-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

damn fuck mann..today went to GO aft sch to hand in stuff..one guy clerk come kap pe me..see me nice ez to bully izit..ma de..lets see u do it the nxt time..i make sure at least the GO knw ur presence..wth not even teacher talk so much..u jus wait n see mann...and ya now the sad part of my life in mjc..i jus cant seem to talk to her..everyday pass..she is like so near yet so far..i cnt even put words across normally like wat i do to most gals in my sch..she is a msytery..a very shiny spot in my world of darkness..yet i cant talk to her..its like so depressing..i REALLY REALLY hope things r gonna change as the year goes by..life in mjc was mostly fun..but she remains the spot in my heart..nv erasable..jus there..keep on glowing..making me go crazy..hahaz..nitez out..

FrEnZ

2006-04-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

well i can say that making frens in JC and SEC sch is two diff things..maybe becus due to the change in my attitude..or rather the highly varied personalities in JC..muhahaz..and ya..becus in sec sch i m a councillor..so ya even if i go ki siao i also got reason..but nw in JC..everything like change..i m back to my old self..so ya..cannot ki siao..but mus be open engh to make new frens..coming to tis JC was my dream..nw it almost became my nightmare..lucky there are still frens ard..ytd night..went to discuss my speech wif siau ling n sarah..hmm mine hardest to tink..cus its like very hard to sell myself..although i thgt of some drama ways for siau ling..funny how ppl tend to help others easier than they help themselves.(pardon my grammer).well aft that went to play pool wif a bunch of frens i nv met b4..hahaz..funny n weird all the same..hmmz..i m a weird guy aft all..and ya..tml will be my podium rally day..kinda nervous..but look forward to gettin it over n done..do it well n no 1 well qn u..do it bad..u will regret n qn urself..once again..having frens..is very impt..but too dependant..causes irriation to others and failure of oneself..hahaz..nitez out..

today

2006-04-02T00:48:00.000+08:00

anasing race in pasir ris park..nth much to play..quite sianz..bluff ruo bin it was fun..hahaz...so ya..tml is homework day..double sianz..

OMG pt 2

2006-03-29T23:52:00.000+08:00

In the year 2006..a group of youngsters..garard..cleo..iris..canphyllia..jesslyn..wee hian..kelvin wong..jun wen..wei wen..guo guang..joanna..weixian..huitong..wysen..joshua..abbigial..ziqi..randy..kah wee..and me...set out on a journey in mjc.thy came frm all diff backgrds but united as 1 in the class of 06s403.no matter wat the outcome of our trek..i knw that..we at least..have fun..joy..peace and laughter along the way.animosity and anger will be overcomed..and lastly defeated.becus of them..jc turns frm hell..to quite something else for me..feel blessed to have knw them..struggles bonds ppl..n for now wat i see..our bonds is gonna be very strong..at the end of JC2..therefore..guys..lovya all..peace..and we can all make it thru alvls together..nitez out..FrEnZ ArE thERe whEn You ArE tHerE 4 FrEnZ..hahaz..

OMG

2006-03-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

how i hope..i did not chose a junior college

Its BeEn A LoNg TimE

2006-03-03T02:38:00.000+08:00

since i ever posted onto tis blog.well first of all i've learned alot during the sch hols working.nw i finally understand the true meaning of backstabbers..n those who scold u in the face r those that love u most.i thank greatly to June and Karen n my frens in ntuc..they made me human engh to work there..where i learn to be humble..well life dun go without troubles..or wat are lives for ehz..its been a rough journey since hols..first i went to FPTI(fairprice training institute) to be trained to be a cashier..thgt its jus a course..but it turn out to be 1 hell of a lecture frm the so call teachers..lucky i get one that is the most mild of all..aft that..i walk away wif more than the knowledge of operating a POS machine..i actually walk away wif some1 to talk to..n i mean talk to alot..whereby u will miss that person alot n stuff.she got into first three months though n i didnt have time to talk to her..the feeling jus fade away n away..till it was almost lost..well aft that wuld be first day at work..damn i reach late at 5.30 sharp..every1 count money le i stand there gong gong listening to my shifu teach me stuff..she is a nice teacher..but aft 2 months there she turn out to be some1 who only wans to survive..by herself.so ya..its reali reali scary to knw some1 who teaches u turn out to be some1 who is gonna dislike u..aft that i get to knw the ppl there..some turn out very nice like june n karen..others r jus hypocrites ya.even a smiling face hide knifes u dun see so ya..up to here u shld sorta get wat i mean..i m a proud guy..i wanted the uniform n lots of stuff frm ntuc..but nw then i knw the stress behind it..kinda regret being such a desperado.i always thgt i was fast engh..but someone name Za got the better of me ehz..she is nw faster than me in all accs of cashiering..i guess i jus lose out somehow..n nw i even beginning to like her..frustrating eh..imagine i go out wif her..n ppl say..wow u going out wif some1 faster than u..wat a joke..hahaz..nvmz..so nw u all must be thinking wat abt the JC gal..hmmz..well nw i n her r like 2 parts of earth..we meet only when the earth breaks up.hiaz..so ya..nv play wif fire dudes..or u will get burned..working n studying is totally diff stuff..surely both got their stress n woes n joys n fun..but 1 thing for sure..u study for that 20+ years..but in work..u gonna learn for a lifetime..so ya..nitez out my lovely book..my memories......--

NDP preview

2005-07-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

hello to my book, today is ndp preview..so ya..we gonna dance to the song i believe again..even though dance it alot of times le..but still u will lye feel diff everytime u dance..n ya..yoyo was fun too..today didnt reali did much excpet dancing..n ya exp muddy ground lye nv b4..it rained quite heavily in the aftnoon..so ya..was muddy all day long..well aft that was at tampines mall...walking..talkin..take neoprint again..then again i met wif the prob of my big mouth..n ya..my flirtin..it seems lye ages le since i knw my prob.but i didnt change..i'm jus very rebellious n dunwan 2 accept the fact i kip hurtin ppl wif my mouth or touchin gals as they pass me..hiaz..chanting only helps when action is followed aft it..so ya..thats all..goodnitez my book..

Youth Cultural Festival

2005-07-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

YeS!!Today is the day of fun,excitment,joy and performance.woke up bright and early in the morning at 5am lidat..the last time i woke up this early was due to XSLC.then went to brush teeth, wash face and went to do morning gonyo.chanted for like half n hr.for that half n hr i prayed for the success of ycf and accident free performance..i gave two morning calls..one to kai xiang n the other to wei xiong.both reached the mrt station prompty.cus is lye i called wei xiong a little 2 late so i'm afriad he'll be late.hiaz..when reach mrt station was waiting for krystie ya..after that is the boarding of the mrt to tanah mera n then 2 Sg ExpO.woot was a quiet trip cus every1 was not warmed up yet.

Aft we reached expO things start to light up.we started by putting down our bags and do the usual morning greeting.aft that the fun starts.."THE PREPERATION"..make-up n the styling of hair was a major part of the performance ya.spent the whole morning spiking up the performers hair.i was one of them but i did it myself wif my frens la.so turn out to be not bad la.aft that is the practice of my yoyo tricks.can say that until that day it is still not perfect.we then had a dry run..trying out the lightings and stuff..not bad eh..then at 11am sharp we had a rehearsal.it was not that good as i didnt catch my yoyo..but still we receive 200% from Mr Stanley..not bad for the first rehearsal at the actual performance arena.hahaz..

At 12pm it is Lunch and every1 got a box of rice with two dishes.it wasnt that nice and i didnt manage to finish everything..but its considered good food due to the budget ya.hahaz..afther lunch is the final touch up of make-up..some final practises..alot of wishes of good luck then at 2pm we are all sitted in Hall 5B(prep hall)..quietly and in order.we sit there and chanted lots and lots of daimoku hoping earnestly the show is a success..in the end the music starts.."they say you wouldnt make it so far ah ah.." and we all jus go and danced and enjoyed the music..was so shiok mann..totally no stage fright de..part of it due to the fact u cant really see the audience.after first performance we chanted lots of daimoku for the gym core item as their item is super dangerous..then had the finale..saw Ser holding hands with two other guys..cus mus walk out ma..then they fron marker..my eyes suddenly turn red..not to cry but filled wif anger n jealousy ya..i'm sooo petty.it is so obvious that even without me saying anything my fren asked m i jealous that Ser held some1's hand?was lye turning a shade of pink cus very embarressing ma..hahaz.in the end we got 200% frm Mr Stanley our Show Chairman..woot not bad eh..from morning till now..i didnt talk 2 serene.was lye too bz wif preperation..yoyo n make-up n abit due to jealousy..ok la..its alot..hahaz..

The interlude b4 the second show was abit more fruitful..first we had cheers to boost every1's spirit..by then most were tired but still the fighting spirit is there..we had our leaders and our Hq chief to give us lots and lots of encouragement..we are a bunch of ppl who dun care how bad you are we still accept you..and try to change you for the beta.cus we believe in buddhism..forgiviness is the greatest gift you can give to any1.aft the encouragement was evening gonyo..chanted earnesstly for the last show to be a "perfect" one..throw in all the heart and show and never give it back.all of us wanted to touch ppl's life that very night.

Finally at 7pm..we are once again sitted down preparing for the Final performance le.was lye very cold there at the expO.but nvmz..we chanted lots of daimoku again..decided to do some last minute yoyo practise with my fren.aft that i went back to sit down and chanted diamoku again.by then my jealousy starts to fade..n i struggled abit b4 moving over to Ser..wishing her goodluck..but then was reali suprised that she asked me out for a hug..was like suprised la..was a short but swt hug..can nv forget that moment.i didnt knw got any1 see anotz.but ya was nice la..i mean how many gals request hug from a guy..n jus nice the guy loves her..

At 8pm all went quiet..we are all in order..prep up for the show..i put on make up and its lye alot..hahaz.then went in for the final performance.was a great success..only the yoyo part whereby i didnt finsih my tricks.but still we did throw up high and catch it..woot..song bo..aft that is the daimoku chant for the gym core..now is more intense due to the fact its the last show n every1 is lye veri tense la..more mistakes r possible..but still our daimoku boost up their courage and they succeded.was so happy for them..now comes the finale..thought i wuld be jealous again..but in the end i was ending up standing right infront facing the VIP and was lockin hands wif Ser..the feelin was something i nv felt b4.a whole new exp for me.i was lye smiling my widest smile n for once i feel love is in the air..in a performance arena some more!!..hahaz..aft the finale we had party time..where there is freestyle dancing..photo taking and loads of cheering..

Aft the minister and audiences left..we left and went back to hall 5B to collect our certs..sign our names..exchange phone numbers.. and say our gdbyes..but still we went home together..in the end..

Friendship--a friend's ship never sinks..people pass and enter our lives..some stays some gos..but still friends are those that you never let go..no matter how far or how near you 2 may be..even without words ur thoughts are "loud"..true frens will listen and pei you throughout..hahaz..YCF RoX my WorLd..missing all my frens..ICs and trainers..thanks for all the love and care you all hab shown me and show me how to be a beta person..LoVe yoU lots..i'll make sure u r the ones who stays and nv go..

still 1 peroson i cant gain her forgivness..hoping one day she will give me the chance..to say sorry..hiaz..do forgive me soon Shir...nv meant to say wat i hab said..nv meant to hurt you but i alrdy did..ur forgivness is wanted dearly..as do the moon dearly miss its stars..

PeAcEz OuTz

Project accomplished

2005-06-23T23:14:00.000+08:00

WOOT!The Zonic Team have finished our chart today..must really thank ming fong, victor lee, sishan, geng yuan and yi hong for their wonderful contribution today.i cant believe we can actually finish so much in a day.proves that teamwork really works eh.hahazTHANKS U GUYS..THE PROJECT CANT GO ON WITHOUT U ALL

hmmz after that rushed down to dance practise..woot tonight was the best mann..the IC fine tuned my moves.thanks..then we did some formation run in..abit funny..then got 5 scarf ppl suddenly join us worz..hehez..so fun dude..today was the most wonderful training i ever had i think..and i hope it is the best performance i ever took part in.we will knw on 2nd july ya.cant wait.well then..got to slp..or else..u knw la..goodnitez..

"Sh"FOrgive me soon kz....peace ouTZ..

WedNesDay

2005-06-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

well todayz slept till 12plus due to the face that i smsed till 4am..lolz..well finally she replied.but still we argued.i dunno wats wrong mann.wat did i do that made her so angry.well today watched some tv.do some of my e-learning blogging.find that typing was actualy quite fun.then at night is chatting time and found out my pri sch fren added me in friendster.got a shock..chio bu somemore..hahaz..i'm pervertic la..lolz.nothing much to blog today..quite tired and tml have prject and dance training..think i'll end here then.

forgiveness is the greatest gift you can ever give a person who have done u injustice..do forgive me real soon k..hiaz..

PeAce OuTz

Me and my big mouth

2005-06-21T14:04:00.000+08:00

Ok..its not lye i dunno abt my big mouth which hurts every1 wherever i go.unless u got super thick skin u will surely feel the prick from my words.n sometimes u jus feel lye slapping me.this leads to a major lack of friends.well i guess i dun mind having no friends but wats worst is losing a friend.the feelin of losing somebody u once talked, joked n laughed with is devastating.the feelin is total disaster ya.well now tat my reputation is so bad in my sec sch.maybe i can make it beta when i graduate frm ngee ann..have a brand new start somewhere.maybe then true frens will come by.
people often blame the world y they suffer and stuff.but thinking back i feel is the things u do which leads to such pain.u mus love people b4 they can love u.give b4 u can take.all this basis ways of life is easily said yet seldom practised.if i had not spout nonsense then none wuld be given to me.if i had not offended any1 then none wuld offend me.no matter who started the chain of events, i feel there is always a way to end it.i mean lye we r all humans, mistakes r bound to happen.perfection is jus a dream achievable oni by computers.
saying sorry sometimes is a little too late.i reali reali regreted sayin words that r hurting..and worst of all not saying sorry the instant i found out i said somethin bad.reflecting on myself, i feel i'm some1 tat wun be lye by any1 unless i change ya.time is needed n i tink the 4 years in sec sch have given me tat time n knowledge.feel blessed to have these wonderful ppl ard me to change me so i wun bang the wall when i work 4 others later on.so much to say yet no1 to hear it.hiaz.my weakness is my mouth..maybe i can convert it to my strength someday..

i reali reali hope u [sh.S] wuld forgive me..i reali did not mean to hurt u..words cant be taken back..but happiness can always be given..jus give me a chance..

PeAcE OuT

Chi olvl cum bowling day

2005-05-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

hello bookie..well today started out in th morning..6.30..full of anticipation for my chinese olvl..i dunno how i'll fair man..when the paper starts on compo i jus write n write..ideas kip flowing..write all the way till times up..i hope dun wrote out of point n ya check dictionery lye more than i write..hahaz..i too lousy wif words..paper two didnt not go as well as i expected..hmmz..i tink paper two i wun do so well baz.the compre is lye quite chim n hard to find the info..the marks they give for teh questions r veri generous..so ya..hope can get B mann or else no nid to even tink of the future ler.received my cca results n got a shock!c5??joking mann..i knw i deserve more than that..so gonna call Mr Wong n hope can add in those he left out..actually he left out alot lo.aft olvl wuld be lunch..had quite a full 1 at tampines mart u see.hahaz..well i guess i'm jus too hungry so eat quite abit..hahaz..

aft tat is bowling time mann..woot shiok..i bowl till veri bad..nv over 120 sia..hiaz..sad la..but improved..learned how to throw beta..hmmz..then boon seong veri funny..danced to the funny music tat was broadcast at the alley..n ker hui was lye laughing lye mad n every1 relaxed aft olvl chinese..not a bad way to fa xie sia..aft at tat heart felt a little lighter..the pocket too..hahaz..n boon seong n victor went home..i, ker hui n sishan went for dinner at long john..met tat yi, bang zheng, jun ren and nicolas there..got pressure sae..all so talented ppl..hahaz..then eat eat eat..go popular cus ker hui wana buy card n she also bgt a cross stitche set..sending to our gd fren samantha tan worz..she is such a great fren..i hope to get her email soon..wana knw how life in australia is lye..hahaz..well guess gonna slp now..goodnitez bookie..peace out..

YOU HUA JIU SHUO

2005-04-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

haloz..it seems lye i always like to post at this time..yeah started the day lye any average day..its was the usual slogging in sch work n trying to keep awake to the chers preachings..hahaz..then aft sch the fun starts..i found out that the sch got a batch of ppl going the Channel U "you hua jiu shuo"..so i went to comb the sch for the teache incharge..my good fren pan guo wei pei me thru the searching..finally we found him..he told us 3.30 come back n meet outside general then will he decide can we go anotz..so i went to guo wei's house la..saw the dog of his..quite cute..snow white in colour..had a lunch of cup noodles at his house..he is a gd fren..though look beng..but he's a gd buddy..aft tat went back to sch..knwing the odds i thgt we wouldnt be able to go..but in the end the cher said..called ur parents yet??i was lye wow..ok..YES i am able to go..n my good buddy can go wif me..how nice mann..then went on the bus..all of them is lye smarties..no nerds ok..smarties literally..hahaz..then we were lye thinking wat we gonna say later on la..then when we reached i was lye wana sit behind dunwan to talk..but i was so greedy for fame i went to the front..wow..experience siok..the air con also super siok..i feel lye a ice pop frm a fridge..hahaz..then the show finally started..zheng rong was lye so cool...taller than i expected him to be la..hahaz..then yi fong was lye so cold until she hab to wear a jacket..but when hosting the show cannot wear..she was lye bearing the cold la.hiaz..sad for her mannz..ok during start of the show was quite nice..the 4 VIP was all ok..excpet for the girl JIA XIN..she got serious attitude prob mann..talk lye a princess..she is a spoilt child..i wanted to shoot her badly..dunnoe wat stopped me mann..lucky got jia hui n yeong whee to shoot her back..i feel so proud of u two..no.1 mann u 2..yes tats the way..to teach such stupid ppl their place in this world..then is lye i started the questioning stuff la..then all follow up..super siok..n ya Physilia also got shoot her..siok mann..reali marvel at their bravery..hahaz..aft the show every1 was lye chioning to take pics n wanting autograph..i get to take a pic with Yi Fong jie worz..super cool..n got to knw some new frens..not bad in total...whew so late n tml is my mid year..so ya beta go chiong my books..such a wonderful night..esp when my angel is there..hahaz..studyz out..

Sad dinnerz...

2005-04-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

yupz..today nothing interesting except aft the ycf..went for dinner...but each 1 of the "gang" got something on and 1 by 1 left..in the end oni me and the twins(krystie n krystle)left..was lye quite moody cus oni the three of us la..then i got stuff to tink abt..cant post out here..n yeah the twins dislike a fren i brought along la..so ya..then things went downhill..but then wif less ppl..we actually chat more lo..n tonight reali get to knw each other beta..i am reali grateful to them lo..without them i tink i will hab a lonely night at home..hhaz..thanz twins!!!well tats all..nitez out..

a series of unfortunate events

2005-04-12T19:17:00.000+08:00

hiaz..as my entry title suggest today is not a gd day..firstly still felt bad abt cracking the joke to a few band members..but ya gratz on gold..u all realli realli played well..hmmz..aft tat was during recess..helped my frenz bgt chicken rice...10 plates at 1 go..the ppl behind was lye bui song n ask me to take off my SC badge..feel so bad abt it..but i hate ppl who keep nagging..nvmz..then guitar club lye nobody wana join..so ya..tink gonna give up on it..n ya ppl still hate me for dumping ying chee saying i am playing wif her feelins n stuff..then aft sch nafa test..dun reali hab the mood to run..so shuttle run did pretty bad..guess i am too weak..useless me..jus a stupid show off...reali wana thank johnathan tan for the punch..reali wake me up..yeah..thx mann..so yupz...now bathed ler..dunno wat i wana do..maybe go study for tml test..or jus slp n slp till tml morning..reali tired of my life..but ending it is stupid..i guess life is a game where the "restart" button is disabled..evening outz...

MoOnday

2005-03-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

well today is jus a typical school day..the oni thing diff is i manage to try my best not to dose off in class..hahaz..well i guess i didnt doze off 80% of the time..got back chem paper today..didnt reali did well for it..hiaz..n ya aft sch got no aim no nothing..so ya got to go home since no where to go..first thing do hm on computer and dl naruto..hehez..i jus luv that anime..hahaz..well i guess tats my day...hab a nice chat wif Shaun, my exco,..and i find i get to see a mirror image of ourselves to our seniors..cus it was lye the juniors didnt respect him..so tat makes me think did i respect my seniors enugh??i dun tink so..well i guess ppl changes along wif time..so for the beta..others for the worst..the world mus be balanced ya..yin n yang..hahaz..lamez me..well i guess nobody's perfect..but striving to be perfect oni cus more harm to urself n ur peers..well i guess aft not dozing off in sch..i shall doze off now..nitez out..

Losing a fren=Gaining freedom??

2005-03-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

well todayz woke up quite late...the earlier part of the day was jus playing computer n sleeping..nothing much to talk abt..this wuld be a veri short blog..perhaps..well later on in the night i jus cant decide wat to eat for dinner..so yeah..pampered la me..cant even choose wat i wana eat..i shld hab lye go cook for myself or something..well aft dinner wanted to do my hw..but is lye no mood to do ma..so ya..at ard 11pm plus..say ying chee online..tried to talk to her caused i argued wif her during sports day..well i guess she is still abit edgy..ask me "do u ever think abt y ppl dislike u??"..i was lye ok even if ppl dislike me i will try to make them like me..then she was lye unhappy n the stubborness is there..so in the end she broke up the friendship we had..well i guess the thread of friendship was alrdy thinned out by her n me..so ya..but then tinking tat now she is not my fren..i no nid to hold back my comments on her..no nid to hold back when i argue wif her..no nid to respect her...n etc..but then is losing a fren reali gaining freedom...i guess this will be answered when i am more matured..and can tink beta..for now is sleeping time..tml hab sch..nitez out every1..

Dancing..

2005-03-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

haloz..today woke yup at ard 10am lidat..went to do some hw b4 getting rdy to go to soka for the YCF dance training..it was fun today..got to learn the peacock steps..but i dun reali dare to dance it out la..so veri de not nice..hahaz..so ya the training went quite well todayz..sometimes i feel tat i hab endless thughts to blog..but ya..always there is a barrier between me n my thoughts..hahaz..i am jus so lamez..well today the dance wei xiong(my di)came late cus of band..then he lye dunno anything..so jus sit there n watch first lo..hahaz..n ya..then he in uniform worz..lye so cool u knw...hahaz..well today the dance got nothing really much to say la..so ya aft the dance went for dinnerz..phyllicia went to eat wif her parents ya..so me, krystal,krystie,serene and wei xiong do hab our dinner at mac..then got a gal go joke wif serene ma..she is my junior working at mac..hahaz..well aft tat weixiong got pulled away by a gal for 4 division meetin against his will...then we have to go find him to sort of pull him back la..hahaz..well aft tat was walking and shopping tampines mall...bgt a music scores stand..hahaz..black 1 stylo sae..then saw slybester and Mia..asked for their autograph..hahaz..cant believe i saw the gal who is same pri and sec school as me..hahaz..and sly wasnt as bad lookin as i thught..handsome young boy..well aft tat we split up to go home..all in all it was a fun n nice day..wif lots of suprised to spice it up..well all i hab to said is "said"..nitez out..hehez

Sports-meet

2005-03-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

well todayz woke up veri early..jus like last time SLC lidat..hahaz..then its lye get rdy for the day lo..today is the annual sportsmeet of NASS, CCHM, TSC, and DH..well can say that it will be a veri competitive day la..and ya today hav to cheer veri loud..hahaz..so reach school at abt 6..went for briefing then board the bus to National Stadium..was pack wif students mann..and ya was quite sianz la..aft all the students r seated..we started the cheering..it was lye a mess..totally no coordination at all..hahaz..well although we r loud we r messy..so abit de pointless for cheering ya..well during the cheerin the running took place..sad to say we did not get as much first as we got the last time..hahaz..well during breaktime got emergency meetin..i was lye reading my book...did not knw where the meetin was held..actually it was lye a few steps away oni..hahaz..so i go ask bernard wat they said ma..then tat bloody bitch have to cut in speaking in tat stupid sarcastic tone treating me lye a pri sch student-"u knw y u dunno wats going on??cus u r reading ur book n not paying attention..blah blah blah"i was lye..i am talking to bernard n u cut in for wat..n tat was the limit...i cant stand ppl who keep finding fault wif me..n me only..so i scolded her loudly in chinese-"ni zhi bu zhi dao ni hen san ba eh...mei you ren gen ni jiang hua"then relieved my anger so i didnt go on..hahaz..well aft the break the cheering was super mann..thanks to HAKIM-he rox mann..hahaz..h is a veri gd coordinator lo..i tink he shld be in SC exco position mann..well i guess its gd to be sociable n hab lots of frens to support u ya..muhahaz..although we didnt get the first for cheering competition...i tink we did a great job..hehez.sportsmeet finally ended at 11.30 lidat..so me, jia hui, bernard, hui shan and phyllicia took the bus home..carrying wif us the stuff we used at the sportsmeet..aft we fold n put back the banners n stuff we went to have lunch together at t-mart..we talked, we laughed n we had fun..all in all was a veri nice day...except when that stupid bitch hab to cut in..dunno wat the hell is wrong wif her..lye to find fault wif me..hiaz..well nitez out..

Sianzday

2005-03-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

today is a very typical day..woke up knwing tat i hab to finish my ten year series for physics..well didnt reali hab the mood to do..but well as a student all u can do now is homework..so no choice..hahaz..spent the aftnoon chatting on the msn while doing my ten year series..not bad at least didnt reali wasted anytime cus can chat n do at same time..hahaz..n ya received new songs from my ahma(siting)..another chio bu..got my friendster see if u dun believe..she wear the prom gown is lye stunnig lo..n ya she love hip hop songs so she sent me a few..was reali nice n it rocked my day.hahaz..then played a few matches on warcraft..aft tat got intro to my friend's conductor's son..(complicated)..he is also frm soka(shaui ge ok)..hope he can join YCF mann..will be reali fun to hab him ard..hahaz..n ya talked to kimberly-a sec 1 gal tat is in soka all along n yet now then i knw..laggy me..hahaz..another chio bu..well chat chat chat...and hw hw hw..finally to sleeping time..tats all for my SIANZDAY..hahaz..nitez out...

Looks can be deceiving...

2005-03-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

Aloha..woke up quite late todayz..at abt 11am..i am a pig mann..well went online to play warcraft..shiok mann..won a tough match..aft that i ate my lunch..a plate of chicken rice..not reali tat fillin..but rushin to go out ma..so was lye wantin to go out so bad until no mood for lunch..hahaz..i am so lame..well went to meet up wif Serene to go Soka for YCF dance practise(y izzit always wif her??)..we r lye 3 weeks lag behind the rest..so ya..glad tat she can join..it will surely change her life 1..cus YCF is all abt changing lives n creating victories..at 3pm we reached soka..but phyllicia was late again..hahaz..she has a nack for being late..dunno y also..but well my soka mei ma..will love her always de..hahaz..the IC were very helpful n helped us to "sign in"..well the dance steps were reali hippy and hoppy lo..so fun..but it consist of quite a number so steps so abit de luan when we try out..got another gal also lag out 3 weeks so we got private dance tutor..hahaz..not bad ritez..well aft the dance we all were quite tired..but still we went out to hab dinner togetherz..went to century square to hab a wonderful dinnerz..i had ramen..not tat bad althought a little too salty..hahaz..drank lots of water aft tat..hmm..well aft tat went to phyllicia's house for FD(future division) meetin..was quite fun..cus got activity ma..use plastercine to make shapes..n this shapes got a hiden meaning to them..well aft tat we were posted the question of "wat will u say if ppl ask u wat is your religion or association abt?"..my ans wasnt reali gd so dun wan to post it out here...n ya then there is the teaching of "LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING"..whereby the ICs act out different roles n let us guess wat are they..e.g-gangster, philantrophist..we guessed wrong for IC Patrick..hahaz..guess his acting was too deceiving..aft tat i go ard askin for email n handphone no.s to keep in contact..met lots of shuai ge n chio bu today..hahaz..n best of all get to go a fren's house..i enjoy going to frens' house alot..dunno y..well had a full day...felt tat it is a veri fruitful day..nevertheless tml is the day to finish up my hw..n to do some packing n get rdy for sch on monday..hahaz..well tats all i hab to say here..nitez out

P.S: sorry serene kept your watever bottle..hahaz..last time is tissue now is water bottle..wonder watz nxt..

Frustrated....

2005-03-18T22:19:00.000+08:00

haloz..today was totally fine..woke up early to attend SC meetin..was wearin a black shirt..crazy ritez..so hot still wear black..the meetin was not succesful cus no 1 was listening except for a few..n the attentence number is lye way low beyond expectation..hahaz..well wat can u expect..now every1 is lye busy lye bees..aft the meetin, aletheia, sheng wei and i went to play bowling..was quite sianz but fun with oni the three of us..i top scorer there..due to the fact tat the 2 of them dun usually bowl..so ya..aft bowling will be going home time..spent my time on my fav computer again..i guess my life is jus an empty shell oni filled with computer n MSN..was chattin wif SOKA's "fav" gal..suddenly was asked if i will be joining YCF(youth culture festival of SOKA)..well i guess if got ppl join then i join or else will be so sianz rightz..but e 2 person cant make up their minds..n i cant too making me FRUSTRATED..guess i am jus short tempered..at ard 7.30pm left for guitar lesson..was taught tat speed in playin doesnt mean u r good..hahaz..i will slow down nxt time..my life is too fast-paced..must learn tat more slowness can be nice too..lamez me..aft guitar got home the ppl still cant decide..cant blame them..they r talented ppl n talent usually comes wif tight shedules..hahaz..well i guess i gonna jus go slp n see how things turn out tml..hahaz...nitez out

Wasted My Time

2005-03-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

Well today was not a bad day..got up as usual..didnt have to use the alarm clock..today got outing so ya..went to find clothes to wear..somehow it is always long pants n a shirt..it nv changes..guess i am jus too unfashionable..hahaz..went to tampine mall at abt 1pm..was so happy finally get to watch "SpongeBob Squarepants"..but then the ticket sold out..was lye "ok lets find another cinema"..we in total went to 3cinemas..either is too many people or they dun hab the show..wat the heck man..WASTE OF MY TIME..well we actually take mrt all the way to dhouby gout to have lunch at plaza singapura..waste of time plus money..hiaz..well aft tat wen to bedok Princess theather..even worst..dun even hab the show...fustrated lo...aft tat i went home..bgt a "Naruto" chain..a nice shuriken to hang ard my neck..looks cool to me..cheap also..aft reaching home no mood for hw so just played comp all the way..chat chat chat...n warcraft all the way..hahaz..slacker me..well tats all for me to say...peace out...

Wat A day

2005-03-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

haloz..todayz is such a nice day..started out well with the usual waking up...brush teeth n stuff..i thught i was going to stay at home all day..so ya..went to played warcraft..somehow every1 is so pro..or maybe i am jus weak..hahaz..wellz..nv reali do anything much today expect for using up more electricity..but then a sms came frm an unexpected person..SeReNe..called me to go soka wif her..i shldnt have obliged her..n worst of all i shld not told her wat to wear..it totally changed my point of view of her..she reali can shine n be outstandin when she wana be ya..hahaz..so all i can say is i kana stunned by a gal whom i least expect can stun me..hiaz..guess i shld hab worn specs tat day nor contact lens..well i guess looks can be deceiving eh(so true!!!)..muhahaz..aft the meetin i left without a word..too pressurised to stand beside some1 so outstandin..muhahaz..i feel so evil..but without the devil(me)..how to shine out the angel(serene)..so ya..n i met my mother too(xueyun)..a senior wif the same name as my mother..wat a conicidence right..well tats all i got to say for todayz entry..now stil chattin..mann i am a electricity absorber..

the day i got my blog back

2005-02-05T12:27:00.000+08:00

once again writing to my book,muhaahz today i got back my account...feel so great...now i gonna start blogging again i think..well today will be going soka for a student conferene...mus wear sch uniform wor so mus behavem myself..hahaz...well gtg...byebyez to My book

Saturday...

2004-07-19T02:35:00.000+08:00

aloha back to My Book..quite some time nv blog in ler..now today was quite tiring ..so ya went to watch movie today..it was damn lame mann..that sandra dunno how to choose movie de..nxt time mus call her treat us back sia..then i was like so cold in the theatre...my fren says my words are shaking..but when u watching a "cold" movie..wif a cold drink and blasting cold air-con..how can 1 dun feel cold right...after that we went to take neoprint and saw some of my frenzs..it took quite long b4 we can take our picture and is like there is 7 ppl..so ya hav to squeeze abit...the photo abit funni...i was standing at the back again..hiaz..after that we all went home..was quite fun till the end except for the movie part..it is the first time i actually walk out of the movie and dun wanna watch it...omg..well at last i reached home...bathed..do homework..and then went to rest awhile..after that went online to chat wif frens...and when i went offline i chatted on the phone to 2 oclock..first time mann..then came back online to blog ...anyway it was veri tiring..ending my blog wif a sign..hiaz

homework dayz

2004-07-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

alohaz...back to My Book..so yup today is homework dayz...got alot of corrections to do..cannot blame any1 cause is i never study..so ya spent the whole afternoon doing correction...then after that went to use the com...msging my mei until mother was reali angry...then had to stop...while chatting i did my compo..i wrote abt the ten aniversary performance...was quite frustrating cus i cant think..dunno y too..then i recieved an sms telling mi it was jie's bdae last fri..so angry..i felt so hurt..i am in such a state where i need some1 to remind mi it is my jie's bdae..so no face...omg...and i was like wanna cry liaoz...but held backed...anyway it was my fault that i nv ask abt her bdae...i felt damn regretful..i promise nxt year i will giv her a celebration she will nv forget...ending my entry with a big SIGH

Fun And Angry

2004-07-11T01:22:00.000+08:00

back to My Book...hiaz..jus got campfire few hrs back..was quit fun..all of us were trying our best to learn that new dance...SC was nice when u got a leader and follwers..but when all wanna be leader ar then the prob starts..anyway our dance turned out to be a success..but due to political reasons we did not get the prize..but nvm..all we wanted was fun and we got it..hehez..the guides dance was wonderful and spectacular..but the scouts abit abstract la..so ya..anyway it was a fun but not tiring day...hehez...ending my entry wif a phrase.."mOrE HaStE LeSs SpEeD"...

Sianz day

2004-07-09T19:13:00.000+08:00

halo there..back to My Book..today was quite sian..no difficult-to-understand lesson was taught..but ya..then got punished in chinese cause i nv do lots of stuff..hiaz..i feel so bad mann..should have done all that hw..after sch i stayed back to do my corrections..and also chatted wif my NPCC frens..and i got to knw two new frens frm npcc..not a bad day after all...came home and played the com..painted part of my gundam...now trying to figure out whether wanna bring guitar to tml's campfire anot...but then dun feel like it..hahaz..undecidsive mann...so ya..ending my block with a big smile =)

best bet....

2004-07-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

Aloha..back to My Book..so ya today was quite a nice day..woke up with a dizzy head..but ya..had breakfast-pizza bread-so after i had lunch-sapgati-i went out to watch a movie..with 2 gals i dun knw and my badminton juniors...watched "the best bet"..after that went to buy my book for bed time reading..so ya..had quite a fruitful day..and i recieve a GUNDAM frm my mum..hehez...thank u mom!!...so ya..happy go lucky..my style of life man..and now a round of laughter to end my entry...hahahahahah

hakuna matata

2004-07-04T15:41:00.000+08:00

today is a day of no worries..as it is sundae..no need to worry for homework cus tml is youth day..got 1 full day to do..hiaz..so sianz nowadays..nth to do except playing coms and watching tv..going out had become less often as our sch work comes piling in..i myself is starting to feel the stress of such homework..so ya..thats the end of my blog..